正文 PART Ⅳ-4

I drove back to the Gee, dumped the car in the garage, and had a late cup of tea. As it was Sunday the bar wouldn』t open for another hour or two. In the cool of the evening I went out and strolled up in the dire of the church.

I was just crossing the market-place when I noticed a woman walking a little way ahead of me. As soon as I set eyes on her I had a most peculiar feeling that I』d seen her somewhere before. You know that feeling. I couldn』t see her face, of course, and so far as her back view went there was nothing I could identify a I could have sworn I knew her.

She went up the High Street and turned down one of the side-streets to the right, the one where Uncle Ezekiel used to have his shop. I followed. I don』t quite know why—partly curiosity, perhaps, and partly as a kind of precaution. My first thought had been that here at last was one of the people I』d known in the old days in Lower Binfield, but almost at the same moment it struck me that it was just as likely that she was someone from West Bletchley. In that case I』d have to watch my step, because if she found out I was here she』d probably split to Hilda. So I followed cautiously, keeping at a safe distand examining her back view as well as I could. There was nothing striking about it. She was a tallish, fattish woman, might have been forty or fifty, in a rather shabby black dress. She』d no hat on, as though she』d just slipped out of her house for a moment, and the way she walked gave you the impression that her shoes were down at heel. All in all, she looked a bit of a slut. Ahere was nothing to identify, only that vague something which I knew I』d seen before. It was something in her movements, perhaps. Presently she got to a little sweet and paper shop, the kind of little shop that always keeps open on a Sunday. The woman who kept it was standing in the doorway, doing something to a stand of postcards. My woman stopped to pass the time of day.

I stopped too, as soon as I could find a shop window which I could pretend to be looking into. It lumber』s and decorator』s, full of samples of aper and bathroom fittings and things. By this time I wasn』t fifteen yards away from the other two. I could hear their voices g away in one of those meaningless versations that women have when they』re just passing the time of day. 『Yes, that』s jest about it. That』s jest where it is. I said to him myself, I said, 「Well, what else do you expect?」 I said. It don』t seem right, do it? But what』s the use, you might as well talk to a sto』s a shame!』 and so on and so forth. I was getting warmer. Obviously my woman was a small shopkeeper』s wife, like the other. I was just w whether she mightn』t be one of the people I』d known in Lower Binfield after all, wheurned almost towards me and I saw three-quarters of her face. And Jesus Christ! It was Elsie!

Yes, it was Elsie. No istake. Elsie! That fat hag!

It gave me such a shoind you, seeing Elsie, but seeing what she』d grown to be like—that for a moment things swam in front of my eyes. The brass taps and ballstops and porcelain sinks and things seemed to fade away into the distance, so that I both saw them and didn』t see them. Also for a moment I was in a deadly funk that she might reize me. But she』d looked bang in my fad hadn』t made any sign. A moment more, and she turned a on. Again I followed. It was dangerous, she might spot I was following her, and that might start her w who I was, but I just had to have another look

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