Tom Applies His Ko the Oyster
THE day, at ten oclock, Tom was on his way to St Oggs, to see his uncle Deane, who was to e home last night, his aunt had said; and Tom had made up his mind that his uncle Deane was the right person to ask for advice about getting some employment. He was in a great way of business; he had not the narrow notions of uncle Glegg; and he had risen in the world on a scale of adva which accorded with Toms ambition. It was a dark, chill, misty m, likely to end in rain - one of those ms when even happy people take refuge in their hopes. And Tom was very unhappy: he felt the humiliation as well as the prospective hardships of his lot with all the keenness of a proud nature; and with all his resolute dutifulowards his father there mingled an irrepressible indignation against him which gave misfortuhe less endurable aspect of a wrong. Sihese were the sequences of going to law, his father was really blamable as his aunts and uncles had always said he was; and it was a signifit indication of Toms character, that though he thought his aunts ought to do something more for his mother, he felt nothing like Maggies violement against them for showing no eager tenderness and generosity. There were no impulses in Tom that led him to expect what did not present itself to him as a right to be demanded. Why should people give away their money plentifully to those who had not taken care of their own moom saw some justi severity - and all the more because he had fiden himself that he should never deserve that just severity. It was very hard upon him that he should be put at this disadvantage in life by his fathers want of prudence, but he was not going to plain and to find fault with people because they did not make everything easy for him. He would ask no oo help him, more than to give him work and pay him for it. Poor Tom was not without his hopes to take refuge in uhe chill damp impriso of the December fog which seemed only like a part of his home troubles. At sixteen, the mind that has the stro affinity for fact ot escape illusion and self-flattery and Tom, ig his future had no uide in arranging his facts, than the suggestions of his own brave self-reliance. Both Mr Glegg and Mr Deane, he knew, had been very poor once: he did not want to save money slowly aire on a moderate fortune like his uncle Glegg, but he would be like his uncle Deane - get a situation in some great house of business and rise fast. He had scarcely seen anything of his uncle Deane for the last three years - the two families had beeing wider apart, but for this very reason Tom was the more hopeful about applying to him. His uncle Glegg, he felt sure, would never ence any spirited project, but he had a vague imposing idea of the resources at his uncle Deanes and. He had heard his father say, long ago, how Deane had made himself so valuable to Guest & Co. that they were glad enough to offer him a share in the business: that was what Tom resolved he would do. It was intolerable to think of being poor and looked down upon all ones life. He would provide for his mother and sister, and make every one say that he was a man of high character. He leaped over the years in this way, and in the haste of strong purpose and strong desire, did not see how they would be made up of slow days, hours, and minutes.
By the time he had crossed the stone bridge over the Floss, and was entering St Oggs, he was thinking that he would buy his fathers mill and land aga