When I began my sed year at the Gilman school, I was full of hope aermination to succeed. But during the first few weeks I was fronted with unforeseen difficulties. Mr. Gilman had agreed that that year I should study mathematics principally. I had physics, algebra, geometry, astronomy, Greek and Latin.
Unfortunately, many of the books I needed had not been embossed in time for me to begin with the classes, and I lacked important apparatus for some of my studies. The classes I was in were very large, and it was impossible for the teachers to give me special instruiss Sullivan was obliged to read all the books to me, and interpret for the instructors, and for the first time in eleven years it seemed as if her dear hand would not be equal to the task.
It was necessary for me to write algebra ary in class and solve problems in physics, and this I could not do until we bought a braille writer, by means of which I could put doweps and processes of my work. I could not follow with my eyes the geometrical figures drawn on the blackboard, and my only means of getting a clear idea of them was to make them on a cushion with straight and curved wires, which had bent and pointed ends. I had to carry in my mind, as Mr. Keith says in his report, the lettering of the figures, the hypothesis and clusion, the stru and the process of the proof. In a word, every study had its obstacles. Sometimes I lost all ce arayed my feelings in a way I am ashamed to remember, especially as the signs of my trouble were afterward used against Miss Sullivan, the only person of all the kind friends I had there, who could make the crooked straight and the rough places smooth.
Little by little, however, my difficulties began to disappear. The embossed books and other apparatus arrived, and I threw myself into the work with renewed fidence. Algebra ary were the only studies that tio defy my efforts to prehend them. As I have said before, I had no aptitude for mathematics; the different points were not explaio me as fully as I wished. The geometrical diagrams were particularly vexing because I could not see the relation of the different parts to one another, even on the cushion. It was not until Mr. Keith taught me that I had a clear idea of mathematics.
I was beginning to overe these difficulties when a occurred which ged everything.
Just before the books came, Mr. Gilman had begun to remonstrate with Miss Sullivan on the ground that I was w too hard, and in spite of my ear protestations, he reduced the number of my recitations. At the beginning we had agreed that I should, if necessary, take five years to prepare for college, but at the end of the first year the success of my examinations showed Miss Sullivan, Miss Harbaugh (Mr. Gilmaeacher), and oher, that I could without too much effort plete my preparation in two years more. Mr. Gilman at first agreed to this; but when my tasks had bee someerplexing, he insisted that I was overworked, and that I should remain at his school three years longer. I did not like his plan, for I wished to enter college with my class.
On the seveh of November I was not very well, and did not go to school. Although Miss Sullivahat my indisposition was not serious, yet Mr. Gilman, on hearing of it, declared that I was breaking down and made ges in my studies which would have re impossible for me to take my final examinations with my class. In the end the difference of opinioween Mr. Gilman and Miss Sullivaed