正文 The Apology

-- Sitting on the floor by the window with only part of my fa the window. Hell never e back.

-- Of course he will. Hell return, opee with one hand, look up and see your fa the window.

-- Hell never e baot now.

-- Hell e baew lines on his meager face. Yet with head held high.

-- I was unfivable.

-- I would nue otherwise.

-- The black iron gate, difficult to open. Takes two hands. I see it. Its closed.

-- Ive had hell with that gate. In winter, without gloves, yanking, late at night, turning my head to see who might be behind me --

-- That time that guy was after you --

-- The creep --

-- With the --

-- Naw he wasnt the oh the he was the other one. With the cudgel.

-- Yes they do seem to be carrying cudgels now, Ive noticed that. Big knobby cudgels.

-- Its a style, makes a statement, something to do with their pricks I imagine.

-- Sitting on the floor by the window with only part of my fa the window, the upper part, face truncated uhe eyes by the what do you call it, sill.

-- But bathed heless by the heat of the fire, which spreads a pleasing warming tickle across your bare back --

-- I was unfivable.

-- I dont disagree.

-- Hell never e back.

-- Say youre sorry.

-- Im not sorry.

-- Genuine sorrow is gold. If you t do it, fake it.

-- Im not sorry.

-- Well screw it. Its six of one and half dozen of the other to me. I dont care.

-- What?

-- Five me I didhat.

-- What?

-- I just meant you could throw him a bone is all I meant. A note written on pale-blue notepaper, in an unsteady hand. "Dear William, it is one of the greatest regrets of my poor life that --"

-- Never.

-- He may. He might. Its possible. Your position, there in the window, strongly suggests that the affair has yet some energy unexpehat the magiorth of your brain may attract his wavering needle still.

-- Thats kind of you. Kind.

-- Your wan, white back. Yreen, bifurcated French jeans. Red lines on your back. Cat hair on your jeans.

-- Wait. What is it that makes you spring up so, my heart?

-- The gate.

-- The sound of the gate. The gate opening.

-- Is it he?

-- It is not. It is someone.

-- Let me look.

-- Hes standing there.

-- I know him. Andy deGroot. Looking up at our windows.

-- Whos Andy deGroot?

-- Guy I know. Melville Fisher Kirkland Leland & deGroot.

-- Whats he want?

-- My devotion. Ive disabused him a huimes, to little avail. If he rings, dont answer. Of course hes more into standing outside and gazing up.

-- He looks all right.

-- Yes he is all right. Thats Andy.

-- Powerful forehead on him.

-- Yes it is impressive. Stuffed with banana paste.

-- Good arms.

-- Yes, quite good.

-- Looks like he might fly inte if crossed.

-- He rages stantly.

-- We could go out ireet and hit on him, drive him away with blows and imprecations.

-- Probably have little or no effect.

-- Stick him with the spines of sea urs.

-- Doubt you could pee.

-- But hes a friend of yours so you say.

-- I got no friends babe, no friends, no friends. When you get down to the nut-cutting.

-- Go take a poke.

-- I dont want to be the first you do it.

-- Ah the hell with it. Sitting here with my head hanging in the window, what a way frown woman to s

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